Posts in Category: September 12th

Q: I just feel like what I’m doing is just a waste of time.

Video Download Link

Q:  At some point I have this feeling that (inaudible).  The voice becomes so strong: “there’s no value in anything you’ve done”.  It’s because there’s no doer, or I know sometimes I just watch myself. I just feels like what I’m doing is just a waste of time. And that feeling gets very strong, and then comes back again…

Maharaj:  Until you get Conviction thoughts are appearing upon your Presence.  Various thoughts are appearing upon your Presence . Good thoughts, bad thoughts, depressive thoughts are there.  You are prior to that.  And therefore I inviting the attention of the Invisible Presence, concentrate.  You’re watching this, you’re witness all that’s happening inside.  I’m talking about the Invisible Witnesser within you.

Q:  Yes, I can feel that…

Maharaj:  That ‘I’ is supposed to be dissolved.  ‘I’ is supposed to be dissolved.  To say ‘I’ your Presence is required.  If there is no Presence, who will talk about the ‘I’?

Q:  Again, the identity with the body comes back…

Maharaj: It’s not coming and going.  Is the sky coming and going anywhere?  Because, see, it’s not your fault, I’m not blaming you, it happens.  It is because we are measuring ourself in body-form that this happens.  And for which your involvement is most important, meditation is required.  Why am I insisting on meditation?  Because it is basic, it is the foundation, it is the anti-virus software.  You have to implant that anti-virus software.  Through which you are always hammering yourself ‘you are Brahman, you are Brahman’.  You know the police station? To the criminal they say “You are a criminal, this is the evidence against you”, he says “no, I am not criminal” — “Yes, you are criminal!  You see this? You’ve done this. Liar, you are liar!” Like that, “You are Brahman, you are Brahman!”, you are hammering.  Then you’ll come “Yes, so that I”.

Share

Be with You Always

Video Download Link

There is no binding, no conditions. Nothing is required, it is free of charge. Presence is free of charge and you are neglecting that Presence. If there is the Conviction ‘except myself nothing is there’, and ‘myself’ is not an egoistic statement, ‘except Selfless Self nothing is there’, you will get exceptional spiritual intoxication. I call it spiritual intoxication. Though you are living in the world, you remain unconcerned with the world. The entire world is projected out of your Presence. To say ‘world’, your Presence is required. In a dream you see sky, space, everything, even god, etc.  Although you are acting in the dream, who is watching that dream, who is taking the video-shooting of that dream?  After awakening you say “Oh, I’ve seen this thing, that thing, good dream, bad dream”. How was that dream-world projected? Similarly, this world is projected out of your Presence. But Presence does not know ‘I am Presence’, just like sky does not know ‘I am sky’. We say “This is sky”. The five elements do not know ‘I am the five elements, water does not know ‘I am water. Your Presence is beyond that. But we are neglecting all this. So be with you always.

Share

Casual spirituality will not help you.

Video Download Link

Casual spirituality will not help you. “Oh, I’ve seen a good lecture, a Master is giving good lectures”, no. Who is listening to those lectures? Try to concentrate on the Invisible Concentrator within you. It is called Brahman, Atman. Therefore I have told you, besides your Selfless Self there is no Brahman, Atman. You are having so many concepts: ‘last birth’, ‘future birth’, ‘last destiny’, ‘karma’, ‘dharma’. What is ‘karma’? Who’s karma? Who’s birth? No birth, you are unborn. Forget about last birth, do you know anything about this birth, present birth? No.

So many illusory concepts are wrapped up on us. Be free. This human body is an opportunity for you. And therefore, not to depend upon literal knowledge. Okay, literal knowledge is okay, bookish knowledge is okay. I’m not saying don’t approach any Masters, approach so many Masters, but approach your own Master within you. You are neglecting your own Master. “Oh, this Master, that Master, that Master”,why? Approach your own Master. Because you are Ultimate Truth, there’s nothing ultimate except your Selfless Self.

You’re strong involvement is required. Not to sit like this “Oh…” (Maharaj pretends to meditate). It’s okay, in the beginning we are advising you sit like this. Just like we say “a-b-c-d” when we are learning a language, using some alphabets.

So, not to depend upon anybody else, you can stand on your own feet. The purpose of spirituality is to stand on your own feet. In the beginning, it’s okay, the Master is there. Until you identify your own Master. Bodies are different, Presence is one. Houses are different, sky is one. Why is all this required, again I am repeating. You’ve got a lot of fear of the death, always living under tension. No peacefulness. Everything is there, because we are neglecting our own identity. In some way or another we are depending upon somebody else.  Directly or indirectly we are protecting our illusory concepts. Forget about it.

Share

Q: Can you give some instruction by which meditation can be made incessant?

Video Download Link

Yes? Anybody having any question? Yes, yes, welcome.

Q:  Can you give some instruction by which meditation can be made incessant?

Maharaj:  Meditation…?

Q: …becomes incessant.  Meaning, you can meditate for a few hours but after that…

Maharaj: See, meditation doesn’t mean sitting like this, meditation means involvement, total involvement.  I am giving some small example: somebody abuses you in very bad language.  You always think “Oh, I will take revenge of that person!”, twenty-four hours a day you are thinking of that person.  Someone says “Oh, forget it” – “No, I will not forget! I must take revenge of that person!”.  This is called meditation.  Master abuses you: ‘You are Brahman’, you take it that way.  Master abuses you: ‘You are Brahman’, take it that way.  You’ve got to think it twenty-four hours. ‘Brahman’ is a word, we say ‘donkey’   – “Ohh”.  If somebody calls you a donkey you are slapping him, but if he says “You are Brahman”– “Oh, how can I be Brahman?”

Your involvement is most important: “Yes, Master says “You are Brahman”, spiritual science says “You are Brahman””.  In the light of that, you find out:  ‘So that I, I am That’.  Brahman, Atman are not separate from you, it’s fact, open fact.

 

Share

Q: You say it’s not difficult to achieve this ultimate truth?

Video Download Link

Q:  Maharaj?

Maharaj:  Yes?

Q:  You say it’s not difficult to achieve this ultimate truth…

Maharaj:  Of course.

Q:  But yet it takes time for most people…

Maharaj:  Why?  Suppose in a cave it is dark for five hundred years.  If you take a light, will you say “I’m here and after five hundred years it has gone away”?  If it is dark in a cave for five hundred years, and you take a torch, will you say “Oh, I’m here after five hundred years, where did it go”? So like that, after having Conviction, nothing is impossible.  It is open fact, even if you think intellectually, body is not your identity at all.  What is the value of this body? If there is no Presence, what is the value of this body?  The body is having value because of your invisible Presence.  Why ego is required, why mind?  When did you come across mind, ego, intellect? “My mind, my mind” what mind?  Mind is the flow of thoughts.  They are functions, mind, ego, intellect, through which you are functioning through the body.  Where was mind, ego, intellect prior to beingness?  After leaving the body, any mind remains?  You are giving so much importance: “my mind, my ego”.  They are basic concepts, this is basic Reality.  After accepting the Reality, as I told you, you’ll be Master of the mind.  We’ve become slaves through mind, ego, intellect.  Thoughts are entering, then directed to the intellect, and are implemented through the ego.  You are beyond that.

Your Presence does not know ‘I am Presence’. It is beyond imagination. We are trying to guess at how we are Brahman – not to guess. It’s fact, it’s open fact.  And therefore, it is not difficult at all.  You can hold your body, no problem, do all activities. Not to take the touch of any concepts.  Suppose in a dream you have done something wrong, “Oh, it is a bad dream”. Are you taking ego? Are you repenting for that act? There is no deed, there’s no doer! Because we are measuring ourselves in body form therefore we say “I’ve done something”.  Basically you are formless, there’s no shape, it’s fact.  Birth and death are related to the body only.

So you are subtler than sky, subtler than space.  Be spiritually strong, have some courage!  What happens is we’ve got lack of courage.  Everybody knows ‘I am Brahman’.  Everybody has knowledge, spiritual knowledge, but a lack of Conviction.  You have to absorb it, implement the knowledge within you. What is knowledge, spiritual knowledge?  Just to identify oneself in a real sense.  Then all concepts will dissolve.  No fear of death.  Because of long association with the body, you’ve accepted body as your identity, that is the problem.  So respect yourself!

Share

You Bow Down To You

Video Download Link

It is very simple, nothing is required.  And therefore I say, except your Selfless Self nothing is there.  Be spiritually strong, have courage, “Yes, I can do it!”.  We are having a lack of courage.  You are no more a beggar, you are a billionaire!  It’s fact. We are begging to all “Oh, do something for me, do something for me”, why?

I am telling this story –  you might have read this story somewhere. Some boy is begging on the street, you know. And somebody like you comes across him and says “Oh, why are you begging?  Your parents left a lot of money for you.” – “Oh, you are making fun of me!” – “It is fact!”, you are taking him to the bank, showing him “You’ve got a lot of money!”.  After knowing “I am a multimillionaire” you’ll not beg on the street, correct?  Same thing has happened in our case.  We are begging “Oh god bless me, do something for me, do something for me”, you’re bowing down everywhere, here and there.  But Master says “Why are you bowing down anywhere?  You bow down to you”.  You are Master of Masters.  You are Brahman, Atman, Paramatman, God.  After having Conviction, you’ll not bow down to anybody.  Not that you’re not respecting everybody, but you’ll know.  Just like that boy, after knowing the Reality, you’ll not beg on the street.  And therefore I am insisting not to underestimate yourself. You have got tremendous power.

This is all free of charge knowledge. Therefore we are having a lineage discipline not to demand anything from any disciple or devotees. It is your knowledge, we are not favouring you. It is fact, I am placing before you fact. And for which, I am repeating: you are to undergo strictly meditation, it is the only source.  Beyond that nothing is there. And this human body is an opportunity for everybody. Do your duties, there are no restrictions.  Not to sit lazy or idle in the name of spirituality. Do your job, do your duties, remain with the family members, perform your responsibilities.  But at the same time you must have the Conviction that ‘I am not the body at all, I was not the body at all’.

So all body-based concepts are supposed to be dissolved totally.  And when will they be dissolved?  After having Spontaneous Conviction.  To have the Spontaneous Conviction ‘I am Brahman’, you have to undergo strictly meditation.  There is not any other source.  Until you’ve got Conviction, until that time, you are to undergo the discipline of meditation.  And I am telling you, meditation is also illusion, but at the advanced stage.  Because we forgot our identity, through meditation we are inviting the attention of the Meditator ‘you are Brahman, you are Brahman’.  It is not difficult at all, not impossible also.  Your total involvement is required, strong will is required.  It is fact, even if you think intellectually, it is fact.

Share

I Have No Naam Mantra

Video Download Link

Q: I have no Naam Mantra, so what I do, I read the book. I do this, ‘I am Brahman, Brahman I am’.

Maharaj:  Yes, yes, that’s enough.  Until you get conviction you have to undergo the discipline of meditation that  ‘I am Brahman, Brahman I am’.

Q: I know it’s there.

Maharaj:  Yes, you have to forget your body-identity.  The purpose of the mantra ‘I am Brahman’ is just to forget the body-identity.

Q:  And the word ‘bija’, ‘b-i-j-a’ in the bhajans?  ‘Bija Mantra’, it says, what does that mean? Is that the same as Naam Mantra?

Maharaj:  Naam Mantra is words, I repeatedly told you. ‘Aham Brahmasmi’, ‘Sivoham’, ‘I am Brahman’, these are the words through which you are indicating yourself, concentrating yourself, hammering yourself, because you forgot your identity.

Q: I want that to …

Maharaj: See, everything is within you.

Q3: …run continuously.

Maharaj:   Ah, you have to recite that. This body is called woman, you are female, your parents told you this body is female and you accepted it, correct? You’re acting as a female.  So, Master says ‘You are Brahman’, and you’re not accepting that.  It’s open Truth.  Male or female is not your identity at all, it is given to the body-form.  The holder of the body-form is called Brahamn, Atman, Paramatman, God, Master, that you are.

Not to take literal meaning of what is mentioned in the books.  So many times it happens: “Oh, Ramana Maharshi says like this, this Master says like this”.  We’re not here to analyze the statements of the various Masters.  What they convey, that is most important.  What did they convey?: Except your Selfless Self, there is no God, no Brahman, no Atman, no Paramatman.

Share

It still seems like a fantasy and a good idea

Video Download Link

Q: So, for the past eight years I’ve read so much, I’ve done so many practices that people have shown me and things like that, and I just feel more confused and more lost than ever before, and I’m just tired of it and I need it all to stop. And I understand it intellectually, a lot of it, but there’s no conviction at all. It still seems like a fantasy and a good idea. I just don’t know what to do anymore to get…

Maharaj: You must accept this, that you are not the body at all. It is fact, open fact, forget about spirituality for a time. You are knowing intellectually that this body is not your identity at all. You were a small child, you have become a young man, after you will become an old man, and after, willingly or unwillingly, you will have to leave this body. That means the body is not your identity, open fact. Forget about spirituality, these are intellectual things. The concept ‘I am somebody else’ is supposed to dissolve. The concept ‘I am somebody else’ is supposed to be dissolved. There is no karma, no dharma, no destiny, nothing is there. You are totally unborn, it is fact! So many concepts are there after reading so many books. We are depending upon bookish knowledge, literal knowledge. Last birth, future birth, who’s birth? Is the sky taking any birth?  Is the sky having any destiny? You’re Spontaneous, Invisible Presence is beyond that.

Share

Open Fact

Video Download Link

What is the purpose of meditation?  Through meditation you are identifying yourself in a real sense. Through meditation you are inviting the attention of the Invisible Meditator within you that you are Brahman, Atman, Paramatman, God.  Through meditation you are hammering yourself all the time.  It’s  open fact: we start as a small child, then grow up to a young man, then an old man.  These are the stages of the body.

Who is acting with the body? Who is watching the dream?

It is a fact that the entire world is projected out of your Presence.  Your Presence is Invisible Presence, Anonymous Presence, Unidentified Presence.  And therefore, first thing I’ll tell you is not to measure yourself in body-form.  When you measure yourself in body-form you’re underestimating your Selfless Self.

Literal knowledge will not help you, bookish knowledge will not help you.  Be practical.  You’ve got a lot of knowledge.  Will that knowledge help you at the time of leaving the body? No.  So how are you prior to beingness and after leaving the body?  Ask the question.  It is beyond imagination. It is called Ultimate Truth, Brahman, Atman, Paramatman, God, Master – that you are.

We understand this intellectually: “Yes I am Brahman, Atman, Paramatman”, but are not accepting it in Reality, practical Reality.  What is practical?  So all concepts are supposed to be dissolved, all concepts related to body-knowledge.  It is a very simple thing, for which your strong involvement is most important.  I was not the body, I’m not the body, I’m not going to remain the body. The body was not my identity, the body is not going to remain my identity at all, it’s open fact.

Share

So Many Relations

Video Download Link

Maharaj: The entire world is projected out of your Presence, it’s open fact. If there is no Presence for one moment, what is the value of this body?  If there is no Presence in this body, what is the value of this body?  Body is having importance because of your Presence.  And therefore all the while I am inviting the attention of the Invisible Listener within you that you are Ultimate Truth, it’s fact.  So how  this knowledge is to be absorbed within you, that is most important. For which, the only media is meditation. Only talking about spiritual knowledge is meaningless. Through meditation you are inviting the attention of the Invisible Meditator within you that you are Ultimate Truth, you are hammering all the time: ‘Aham Brahmasmi’, ‘I am Brahman, I am Brahman’.  Just like this body is accepted as a man. If anyone says you are a woman, you are slapping them.  So likewise, the holder of this body is called Brahman, Atman, Paramatman. It is fact, but we are not accepting that fact.  Therefore mind, ego, intellect are pricking you from backside.

So directly or indirectly we are depending upon this body-knowledge.  We say “Oh, I am Brahman, I am Brahman”, it is not enough.  Stand on your own feet, not to depend upon anybody else.  Your Spontaneous, Invisible Presence has great value.  All ‘Brahman’, ‘Atman’, ‘Paramatman’, ‘Master’ are the names given to your Spontaneous Invisible Presence. Try to identify the Unidentified Identity within you.  Try to identify the Unidentified, Invisible Identity within you.

Not to underestimate.  You do all your activities, no restrictions.  You’ve got family responsibilities, do your responsibilities.  As if you’re acting in some drama, in some pictures.  We’ve got so many relations: we are uncle, we are father, we are brother, so many relations.  One person having so many relations.

So all needs, requirements came along with the body only.  Spiritual knowledge is required because we forgot our identity.  Where was spiritual knowledge prior to beingness?  After leaving the body, spiritual knowledge will help you?  No.

Share